Dear My Myooz,
I do not know where to begin… this overwhelming feeling I got from Warrior Baek Dong Soo is still lingering in my system. No matter how many times I tried to shake it off, I simply can’t. And I do not know if I want it to leave me now… This is my first kdrama withdrawal I’ve encountered in many years of my drama watching. Oh sure, I’m still watching other dramas such as Reply 1994, Heirs, Secret, Road No 1, Just You, etc. but these dramas do not leave permanent damage to me and my soul. And I watch them for the sake of…… watching. But Warrior Baek Dong Soo did and it has managed to anchor and chain itself into my soul deeper than I had hope for. I’m officially depressed… And the only cure to my 5 weeks (and going and going) depression is to continue watching it again.
How do I move on from here? I continuously found myself going back to listening to the OST (both version) again and again… And lately, I’ve been spending hours of my time searching for the perfect fanvid over the YouTube. Believe me, I’m not the only one who is having this withdrawal. Warrior Baek Dong Soo has created some serious followers/fans/stalkers, etc. I’m considered all! Hey, hey… you with the raised brow! Don’t you dare judge me… I’m only human *wink* Here are my favorite fanvids created by TheNerjaveika. Praise the lord because these videos are the best!
You know, I could go on and on all night long… The bromance between Yeo Woon and Dong Soo is undeniably (not just intense, beautiful and hawt), truly one of a kind! Really, I do not want to live anymore… I’ve reached heaven with Warrior Baek. I do not want to go anywhere else… The perfect bromance, the perfect brotherhood, the perfect relationship! I ship ’em both, to be honest (in a healthy way, ok?). Them and I are till-death-do-us-part kind of relationship *fingers heart*
My Myooz, do I need therapies? Or do I need to check myself to rehab? I don’t, right? This tearing-my-heart-apart feeling is… perfectly normal, right? I ain’t that bad, right? Please check with me from time to time to make sure I don’t (or did) go cray cray. This is one serious illness I tell ya… I don’t know what am I gonna do now? Did I say this is going on for 5 weeks now? *tears in eyes* What a major withdrawal! When will I ever let go this feeling? …. I don’t want to! My heart won’t let you go… I don’t want to let you go *major heartache*
Desperately seeking for alternative love,